Playground schoolbell rings, again. Rainclouds come to play, again. Has no one told you she's not breathing ? Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello... If I smile and don't believe soon I know I'll wake from this dream. Don't try to fix me. I'm not broken. Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide... Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping. Hello, I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday...

When Jamie died, I didn't understand, the eternity of my sadness, I wished I could have prevented it. When I rest in bed, dream about how I could I lived and played with my brother how I wished that I could have saved him... If wishing could bring him back, he'd be here with me today. But then, I remember... It happened anyway. When I look at pictures, I magine what he would be like. Now a dozen years old I wish I could have saved him from agelessness. If crying could bring him back, he'd be here with me today. But then I remember... It happened anyway. When I think of why and how he was with us and he left us I wished I could have prevented it, and stopped his death and, saved him from never needing breath for birthday canles.If wishing could bring him back, he'd be here with me today. But then, I remember...